| | Your Inner Child Is Sad |  You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. |
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| actually looking back at the entry... god damn i was so stupid. phaolo was clearly fucking around [[tho i figured that out shortly after I was done with him]] i mean it was so obvious he is so full of bs!! lol and jun... don't kno y i thought he was worth wat i thought he was... that made no sense but oh well.... and i thought certain things were so big and important and it doesn't even matter now. i was so stupid then and i had no clue and it makes me wonder how many stupid things i'm doing currently in this time and gonna look back someday and laugh at my stupid old self haha XD
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| so my boi reminded me about this page cuz he was reading thru it [[stalking me like usual hehe]] and i gotta say my past entries were pretty depressing now that I look back -.- but no more of that. i'm a happy girl :) we've been together for over 7 months now, and i gotta say, i'm loving it :) he saved me from my sad past and i'm grateful for it ^.^ sure we fight and it gets pretty ugly but in the end i kno he loves me and i love him and it's awesome ^.^ now before i say anything that sounds any cornier than wat i've already said.. i'm done with this blog lol
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| He makes me feel like i'm the one who's being selfish. like i'm the one who's doing things wrong. like i'm ridiculous because of my morals and the fact that i want to be someone worth respecting and i don't wanna screw up
He confuses me cuz he changes his mind so quickly. and cuz i'm never sure if he's serious or joking
I felt like he was sick of me
My eyes r tired from crying
My head is tired from thinking
My heart is tired from feeling
I feel drained and lifeless
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